There is just so much that is unknown right now with this Covid-19 virus. As a working RN I just can’t even go into all the emotions I personally have been struggling with. For my own knowledge I like to read A LOT and learn from all different sources and references. It is more helpful to see multiple sides and hopefully get “some” truth that way. The struggle is that there are so many conflicting reports and things keep changing within my own job every five minutes. What I am finding is that my own mental health is starting to get infected with it all!!
The other day I was just feeling down about all of it. The political hatred is driving me nuts and I am trying to hurry past anything spewing hate! On Sunday I felt so down. I miss going to church. I miss my friends. I miss family. I am struggling with not knowing where I will be working or when. I am struggling with will I need to move from my home to protect my immediate family. All this was whirling around my head and I felt the Holy Spirit prompting me to check on the bird eggs.
One egg has disappeared, but one has hatched and is alive. It was a picture of hope for me when I needed it most. Two have yet to hatch. New life gives HOPE!
This is the week we remember what Jesus did for ALL of us. Can you imagine getting a warm welcome into Jerusalem one week then within days those same people were screaming for your death? Jesus knew he was going to die. Jesus went through the most unfair hatred ever known. He did everything perfectly… He loved perfectly… Even Pilate said he could find no fault in him. Yet the hatred reigned and Jesus was sentenced to the most brutal beating known to mankind with flogging, then the most tortuous death known to mankind, crucifixion.
As I struggle God keeps reminding me that there is nothing He doesn’t know. Jesus took every sin of all mankind to the cross with Him. It was dark, scary, his followers ran, they were isolated and fell into despair. BUT in just three days Jesus arose!!! He conquered all the darkness, evil, and hatred. What was meant for evil God used to SAVE us from our own sin!
There are so many theories and blame games going on right now it is hard to know what to believe. Even if something is meant for evil, God can use it for good to fulfill His plan! God is in control! When we trust in Jesus as our Savior we have new life and have the promise of life everlasting in heaven. This is what I cling too!
As I feel a sense of impending doom I have to turn to God’s Word. As I feel down I have to remember what Jesus went through for me and all man-kind. Jesus gives HOPE and life!
Genesis 50:20 You intended to harm me, but God intended it for good to accomplish what is now being done, the saving of many lives.
Romans 8:28 And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.